Saturday, March 12, 2005
@2:47 AM
Time passes fast when one is kept occupied daily. Really love my present lifestyle; no worries abt upcoming tests or examinations b'cos there simply isnt any for me to even be bothered with; no fears abt my results since the verdict was out; so now I'm only left with enjoying life to the maximum and doing things I seek pleasure in while gaining experience from work. How perfect tt sounds to you and of course, to me too. =D If only time comes to a halt here...
Well.. on calculation, I still hav abt 4 mths of such heavenly life before entering a world of hectic schedules again. But tt's provided if my admission to the course of my choice is a success. Right now, I remains in a dilemma, pondering between the two extremes- Science or Business. Worst, the NUS open house tmr apparently wanna play a trick on me (supposedly purposely) by clashing both faculty talks at 5.00pm. *dotz* I know there are alternative time slot in the morning but I'm working on the first half of the day. What to do? -dilemma- -dilemma- -dilemma- *sigh*
People actually find it ridiculous that I'm aimless at this stage. Frankly speaking, I've been searching for my ideal ambition since Sec 3. Till now, the ans is not unveiled. I really hav no slightest idea what I wanna do in the future, and what suits me best.
Music? Yeah..that's my interest. However, I doubt I can depend on that to be my 'iron rice bowl' especially in a country like Singapore where the arts scene remains subtle despite all the hardwares put in place. How sad tt is yah?
Business? Whether I'm cut-out for this line or not is still a big question mark. Whether I'm into Banking and Finance and am sure tt that's exactly the particular path tt I wan to take, the verdict is not out. Hopefully the open houses on this weekends cld assist this lost sheep a little? Yeah.. =D
Dislike making major and critical decision like this. Do I hav a choice? Oh well. Life is all abt making decisions. Dun you think so?
Yearn for the days of innocence
